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I'm hanging on. I am very depressed, so much so that even getting out of the house seems like too much bother. I also need to stop reading Facebook so much. I'm attempting to cut that down to just checking it first thing in the morning and last thing at night. I may stop even doing that. It doesn't help my mood at all.

I'm also stuck in a holding pattern. There's loads of things I want to get done this summer, but we're (ok, mostly Wade) helping friends get their house ready to sell and then move, so most of the really productive time is being spent over there, instead of on our house/yard. I'm seriously thinking of just throwing money at it and hiring someone to do at least some of the heavy work that I can't do, but I have to wait about a month before I can do that. So, I mostly wait. I am going to have my Garden Elf come and weed two more flowerbeds next week, but planting will have to wait until next weekend maybe. I am planning on uncluttering the front porch later this morning.

I broached the idea of having a work in the garden party for my birthday last night at dinner and everyone seemed to think it was a good idea. So, I think the work in the back yard will start in August.

I feel better after writing this post. It's as if pouring it out here has gotten it out of my system and now I'm ready to return to the fray.
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